PTSD and the NICU: When the Feelings Linger

PTSD and the NICU: When the Feelings Linger

9 years after our 100-day stay at the NICU, I was suddenly paralyzed by PTSD. Every horrible feeling of fear, anxiety, despair, and anger came flooding back all at once, as a sucker punch to the gut. Emotional scars I thought long healed were bleeding again, as I hurt for my friend and for my own experiences.

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The Best Possible Chance at a Fantastic Life

The Best Possible Chance at a Fantastic Life

I saw my physician’s name come across my phone screen, and my heart sank. He explained that the ultrasound showed an abnormality, and he predicted a spina bifida diagnosis. I had no idea what that meant, and the rest of the words coming out of his mouth became a blur.

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Noelle’s Light

Noelle’s Light

I was so, so terrified. Not for me, but for her. Would she be okay? Would she be in pain? Please just save her! As I wheeled away from my family, the only feeling I remember is fear. In the OR, faces I didn’t know surrounded me. I was squeezing the hand of a person I’d never met as they prepped me for the emergency C-section.

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Eli’s Story: Finding a Miracle at the End of a Diagnosis

Eli’s Story: Finding a Miracle at the End of a Diagnosis

“There’s a major problem with your pregnancy.” Are words no expecting parents anticipate hearing. At our routine twenty-week ultrasound, the ultrasound technician got the doctor, and we heard the words that would forever change our lives. “The bladder isn’t releasing urine” and “the amniotic fluid level is dangerously low.”

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Babywearing and the Impact It Has on the Bond Between Baby and Caretaker

Babywearing and the Impact It Has on the Bond Between Baby and Caretaker

Kangaroo care (KC, sometimes referred to as “skin-to-skin”) is the most optimal way to promote close contact and can be done by placing your diapered (undressed) baby on your bare chest. This seemingly insignificant practice will actually promote a strong and healthy relationship between caregiver and baby while helping baby thrive exponentially.

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Family Celebrates One-in-a-Million Odds

Family Celebrates One-in-a-Million Odds

During Alysha’s 23rd week of pregnancy, their unborn daughter was diagnosed with a rare tumor growing on her heart. Fewer than one in a million babies develop this type of tumor – called a fetal pericardial teratoma – which often results in death.

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Everett’s Update: Flourishing After Fetoscopic Surgery

Everett’s Update: Flourishing After Fetoscopic Surgery

Most mothers would probably tell their child to sit down and stop standing on the chair in the middle of their family photography session. But when you’re told your son will never walk and he mischievously climbs onto a chair with no help and stands there, posing for the camera … well, you let him do it.

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What a Difference a Year Can Make

What a Difference a Year Can Make

This time last year, I was taking a pregnancy test. Today, I’m the mother of a healthy four month-old little boy who loves to smile and kick his legs like crazy.

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Preeclampsia and How It Snuck Into My Pregnancy

Preeclampsia and How It Snuck Into My Pregnancy

After a dangerous experience, mom Paula Yost Schupp encourages all pregnant women to be familiar with the signs of preeclampsia, even if they, like her, seem to have no initial risk factors. She tells her story of how she was diagnosed, and what happened as a result.

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